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Name: [c] razy
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 7/30/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: @ AIM: h0tNsExSiPnAy4u
findapiX sn: unjockable_chelle
Expertise: sinGle... yeah thats riight bitch i`m flyin solo! haha
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
8/19/2003
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| ¬ mood_ i`m good...thank you to my ATEH GAIL!
¬ time_2:o8 p.m
¬ reality checc_ life has its up n` downs n` when your life is GOOD take advantage of that n`make it GREAT
MY 4 DAY WEEKEND:
oh man my weekend was hella tight like WHOA! haha man none of yall can beat my weekend lol... well wednesday regular day @ school ya know then i had to walk to the gas station so i walked with JOSH n` i made him WALK slower then he usually does! haha cuz my parents were there yet... so i don`t wanna walk fast... haha it was funny man! JOSH your a DORK lol... then we waited there n` then finally my parents got there then josh left... ((THANX JOSH FOR WALKIN N` WAITING WITH ME)) well yeah.. then we left to go to MONTEREY! man long ass motherfuccin drive! shit... freaking 9 hours in a car... n` i had to keep changing the stations cuz yeah.. they kept getting static or whatever... so i just popped in a CD n` it was some old songs i haven`t heard in a while... n` yeah.. but i fell asleep in the car for about a couple hours then woke up then slept for a couple more hours then by the time i woke up we were there! we got there @ freakin 2 in the morning shit! hahaha then i just got knocced out on the couch cuz i was still tired so i slept... then woke up... got dressed n` everything then my n` my dad went biking along the beach... n` we went to fisherman`s wharf! man i knew i should of brought a fuccin jaccet i was FREEZING my fuccin ASS off! then we went to fisherman`s wharf got some free samples of clam chowder hahaha... yup.. then biked all the way bacc to the house! man the HILLS really got us! we were all fucc it n` pushed our bikes instead my thighs were hurting like WHOA! shit... lol... then we got bacc n` my ateh gail was there! then we were just waiting for the rest of the family to come n` there were like 2 more cars coming! then they finally came n` lots of hugs n` kisses... yup yup... haha... n` everyone wanted to see the BABY! yup... i was just with my cuzzins... man we had hella fun shit! then we started cookin since it was thanksgiving... getttin ready had lots of food.. i made the mac n` cheese n` my ateh debbie made the stuffin n` my ateh gail made the mashed potatoes n` on the first instructions she MESSED UP hahaha man that was funny... she added milk when she wasn`t supposed to yet... then we all gather around the table held hands n` said our prayers then riight when we said AMEN let go of hands n` GRUB hahahahaha that was funny... then we ate talked shit like that.. then after that.. me, my ateh gail, kuya brian n` kuya patrick went to bloccbuster to go n` rent some movies n` stuff.... n` we rented a game TRUE CRIME n` 2 movies IDENTITY n` X-MEN 2 n` we bought a new controller for the PS2... then we got bacc home n` watched IDENTITY first! man the movie is SCARY n` @ the end its SUSPENCEFUL! man that kid! hahah... i was scared i was holding on my kuya brent... i was coverin my eyes but still peeking haha... yup... man... thats a freaky movie...then after that i went upstairs in the attic to see what the boys were doin n` i was watchin them play PS2... then i went bacc downstairs n` went to sleep it was like 2 or somethin i deno... then like @ freakin 8 in morning my auntie was trying to wake up everyone she was LOUD she was LAUGHIN like crazy! hahaha man.. i deno what the hell she was laughing about cuz i just went bacc to sleep... then i woke up n` i took a shower ate n` everything.. got ready to go out!...then when we were all ready my auntie delle n` them went to frisco... n` then me my ateh gail, kuya brent, kuya brian, n` kuya patrick went somewhere else to san jose first... to the mall VALLEY fair... n` went to this one store cuz my kuya brian was buying something for his GIRLFRIEND in jacksonville.. aww how sweet na maan lol.. he bought her a sweater... n` he bought one too.. aww matchin! lol... then we bought some BOBA! that was some pretty good boba! n` before we bought some we were trying all the samples first hahaha! n` i bought what i usually buy which is STRAWBERRY! mmmmm good.. yup... then we walked around some more... store there n` a store here.. we went to GAP OH man i saw a lot of FINE guys up in there! shit.. lol... then we left cuz we were gonna go n` eat @ this korean place.. we got there n` started GRUBBIN asap.. lol... some pretty good food then we all went to 99 cent ranch market of whatever n` we were lookin for the boba kit... then my kuya brian n` kuya patrick freakin bought 3 boba kits! haha man.. 1 for my kuya brian n` 1 for his girl n` 1 for my kuya patrick.. that was a lot of boba kits.. n` my kuya brian kept imitating this one person hahah cuz when he said seaweed it sounded funny hahah that was hilarious... n` then my kuya brian bought some boba! haha @ some store.. man that day was just BOBALICIOUS! lol... then we went our seperate ways we went to frisco... we went to union square cuz my ateh gails boyfriend was there... we went in macy`s that is one big macy`s shit! hahaha... then we walked around went to different stores still tryna find my ateh gails bf then finally he met up with us @ this record store... n` yeah he stayed with us for awhile... then he left n` we went bacc to the car n` headed for china town! haha we parked next to show girls... then we walked around.. went into this store freakin dildo`s n` porn everywhere hahah.. then we left went to this peep show place or whatever hahah my ateh gail just walked straight in that was funny.. then we were tryna find a place to eat some DIM SUM n` my kuya brian just saw some place walked in n` said 5 people n` sat down man that restaurant was so GAY! BAD service just cuz we were kids or whatever.. we weren`t that young man the oldest was 23... shit.. haha...n` the food wasn`t all that great either! we only left a dollar tip haha... then we walked out n` we saw all these other places that had better dim sum n` we were all we should put a sign DON`T EAT @ GOLDEN PALACE! lol.. it was funny... then walked around some more.. then we took the freaking trolley thingy it was 3 buccs a person... then we took it all the way down n` it was only 1 way! hahaha... n` so we got to the bottom we had to WALK OUR ASSES ALL THE WAY BACC UP THAT FUCCIN HILL! n` my ateh gail made the mistake n` freakin wore heels hahaha... then we were trekkin like crazy... lol.. it was cold n` everything... we were walkin n` my ateh gail was holding on to me n` she like slipped but i held on to her so she didn`t fall on her ass hahaha.. that was comedy riight there.. but yeah finally when we got there we freaking got in the car n` left.. n` it was funny cuz everytime someone honked my kuya brian would honk bacc lol it was funny.. n` there was this one parkin lot that was hella high n` goin up it just went round n` round n` like the colors changed n` we parked hella high n` when we were goin down i was gettin dizzy so was my ateh gail hahah man we were all whoaaaaa whoaaaa whoaaaa.. lol.. that was funny.. then when it was over whooaa got kinda dizzy there.. then we left frisco n` went bacc home... got tired so i went to sleep.. n` i was using my kuya patrick`s jaccet as my blanket cuz i was cold even tho i had a jaccet... his jaccet was warm.. ^.^ then when we got home it was only like 1o:3o p.m n` like my kuya brian n` kuya patrick wanted to go out they were gonna go play pool but there was an age limit n` my kuya brian is only 2o hahah.. they were lookin in the phone book callin up places.. everything was 21 n` up.. like the clubs, pool places, strip clubs.. haha it was funny my kuya brian was all MOM why couldn`t i been born 1 year earlier this is all your fault! hahah that was funny so they didn`t go out... n` like he was all imma just get drunk haha! so took some bacardi n` some beer n` took a shot.. that shit is nasty! lol.. it smelled bad too..lol..then we went upstairs n` he was lying down on the aero bed talkin on the phone with his girl n` so i laid down there too cuz my dad kicced me out of my couch where i sleep hahah! so i decided to sleep up in the attic with my kuya`s... n` like i went downstairs for 5 minutes come bacc up stairs i see that my kuya brian is pumpin the aero bed so i`m all okay then he doesn`t even know how to close it bacc! hahahahhaha then like we kept pumping it n` he got some tape n` everything... n` like he freaking taped that shit up n` we thought it was all good we lied down on the aero bed n` air started coming out! hahaha.. n` then we had to take off the tape n` pump it up somemore the gerald freaking taped it all up... n` we were all okay thats good.. n` on the aero bed for right to left was kuya brian me kuya brent n` gerald we were all lying down on there n` the bed was kinda losing some air but we were all fucc it we`re tired lets just forget it... n` so we slept dayeemm my kuya brian n` kuya brent are some loud snorers! hahahah i was in the middle too but whatever i went to sleep still.. n` the next morning when we woke up that bed was GONE haha it was flat we were already on the floor hahah.. shit... then we got ready n` everything went to fisherman`s wharf with my ateh gail dad kuya brent n` gerald n` we got some free samples of clam chowder... then we went bacc home then me my ateh gail kuya brian n` kuya patrick went to fishermans wharf again n` got some more samples of clam chowder then we left n` went to salina`s to go to the mall there.. got there looked around for awhile then had to go bacc home cuz we were leaving... n` yeah... got bacc home didn`t leave till like an hour later! haha then said bye to everyone pictures more hugs n` kisses n` i got some money from my uncle paul for no reason! hahahhaha n` he gave my lil bro 20 dollars cuz it was his bday tomorrow n` i got 40 hahahha for no reason! woot woot! yup now i got 80 dollars total so far... well yeah didn`t get home till like 11 @ night but we stayed @ my auntie delle`s house i got knocced out on the couch! haha shit.. n` yeah no i`m home.. there`s more shit that happened but i can`t type it all cuz i`m about to go to the mall so i`m out peaCe... | | |
| ¬ mood_ whatever man...
¬ time_5:11p.m
¬ reality checc_i will forever love you, i will forever care, i will forever live my life wishin you were there n` as for long as i live i will never walk away as long as you promise me one thing... if you come to me... you will stay...
well don`t really wanna write about my day cuz yeah i deno just don`t feel like it i guess... so imma just put in quotes n` poems in here cuz yeah.. i just felt like puttin somethin in here...well tomorrow i`m leaving riight after school i`m OUTTA here! peaCe just like that ::snap:: well yeah whatever don`t matter.. aight enjoy reading all this stuff.. i got some of the quotes from this one persons xanga so yeah...enjoy..
¬THINK ABOUT THIS_
have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
we tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don`t know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us, but everytime we tell a lie. the thing we fear grows stronger.
what would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say goodbye?
what would you do if everytime you wanted someone they would never be there?
what would you do if someone you loved died tomorrow n` you never got to tell them how you felt?
what would you do if you loved someone more than anything n` you couldn`t have them?
a life without love is no life @ all
you never stop loving someone, you just learn to live without them
¬ I`VE LEARNED_
no man is worth you tears n` the one that is won`t let you cry
i thought you were different but now i know i was wrong
i thought i had something that meant the world to me but now i know i haven`t... what means the world to you one day will mean nothing the next... all the pain n` sorrow isn`t worth the time..there`s no turnin bacc whats done is done..
everyday i look bacc n` try to think of what went wrong n` why things happened the way it did...but the reasons aren`t important any lonver because it has all come to an END
love can heal the deepest wounds, but it can also create them
knowing you love someone is easy saying it out loud is the hardest part!
don`t make promises you can`t keep
everybody can`t be everything for you
everybody smiling in your face ain`t always happy for you
everybody giving kisses n` hugs don`t really care about you
so be careful what the people around you do or say
some of them are true but others are fake
behind your bacc they`ll hate
nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them
¬ POEMS_
what ya`ll want?unconditional love..no doubt..talkin about the stuff that don`t wear off...it don`t fade...it`ll last for all these crazy days...these crazy nights...whether you wrong or right... imma still love you...still feel you... still be there for you... no matter what...you will always be in my heart... with unconditional love...
all i want is to love you for the rest of my life...
to wake up every morning with you by my side
knowing that no matter what happens
i`ll be able to come home to your loving arms
all i want is to share everything with you...
to talk to you about our ideas, our dreams
the little everyday things that make us laught
n` the not so little things that we can`t help worrying about...
all i want is to give you my love...
as a place you can always come to for
acceptance or the simple comfort that
silent brings, when things are left unspoken
can still be understood...
all i want is to grow old with you...
to watch our life unfold, our dreams,
one by one, come true...
all i want is to love you forever...
well thats all... will be posted up soon so be patient... i`m out wayyy OUT peaCe | | |
| ¬ mood_ bad... not good... sad... lonely... heartache... shit like that you get the idea...
¬ time_ 6:o3 p.m
¬ reality checc_ "don`t cry for me i am already dead..."
well i don`t really feel like writing imma just have a question of the day.. since i haven`t had one in quite awhile... imma make a private entry MAYBE so yeah ...
QUESTION: how do you know if your in love?
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| ¬ mood_ whatever man...
¬ time_ 8:44 p.m
¬ reality checc_ one person can make a BIG difference in your LIFE...
NOVEMBER 21,2003
dnngg i`m gettin behind in this.. i write in here all late n` shit.. well whatever man... uMm... went to school today got a ride from tina... n` we also picced up ray... got to school yeah... 1st period yeah notes... 2nd period i forgot ... 3rd period played raquetball! yay yay we won! 4th period watched toy story in SPANISH n` then we had a fire drill n` went to the PEP rally! yay yay! my first one hahaha... yup.. it was aight... me n` tina stood up n` like no one else around us was standing up haha it was funny! n` they kept playing the freakin MILKSHAKE song n` that WHOLE day that song was fuccin STUCC in my head man! shiznit! so i was singing it the whole day! "my milkshake brings all the boys to yard n` damn right its better than yours, n` damn right its better than yours.." yup man... then after that walked bacc to class n` got our stuff n` went to go eat lunch.. bought some food.. n` yeahh.. 5th period was weird haha.. me n` kathy were spinning around the chairs so much n` when we stopped after like 10 minutes i was all WHOOOAAA! my head kinda felt weird n` my tummy was all BLEH i kinda felt like throwing up!man.. then 6th period took some notes then played cards... afterschool waited for chrisette so we could go to the snacc bar cuz we were working there for key club.. n` yeah.. chrisette was on the other side n` i was with the guys haha.. yup... n` me n` toan were doin the NACHOS! yeah man... we got very CHEESY lol.. n` like i went out n` i shared my free PIZZA with phillip! YOUR welcome man hahaha... then like i was standing n` freakin kristian was in front of me n` he was talkin about porn stars n` i was all AVENA lee looks like CHRISETTE n` he was all WHOA she knows who avena lee is! n` i was all uh yeahhh... n` he stood up n` he was all hi i`m kristian n` he stook his hand out n` i`m all i`m MICHELLE n` i shook his hand n` he was puttin it closer to his lips n` he like freaking scammed with my hand n` i was all ewwwww noo no no! hahahah omg nasty man... i thought he was just gonna kiss it but he just like put his tongue on it... so i had to go WASH my hands! haha yeah... then went bacc to the snacc bar n` worked there for awhile n` we freakin LOST 14 - 33 yup.. how gay man... then when it was over i couldn`t get a ride from katrina so i got a ride from chrisette n` we were kinda squished in the bacc cuz her older bro was in the front n` it was me, chrisette, jeff, n` ej were in the bacc n` yeah.. we were just talkin messin with cell phones n` shit.. yup... n` we dropped off the fellaz @ the base cuz they were gonna work out n` play bball n` shit... then chrisettes dad dropped me off home then i got home n` my kuya jr n` kuya brian were here... n` like my kuya brian n` i were TALKIN yup.... i was asking him about his GIRLFRIENDS n` shit... he has 2 girlfriends! wth hahaha... n` he was all do you have a BOYFRIEND? n` i was all NO... v_v n` he was all GOOD! don`t trust guys! there just gonna HURT you! n` i`m all yeah i KNOW! v_v n` he was all how do you know? n` so i started talkin about it.. n` yeah he was all dnggg... what a BITCH! n` i`m all yeah i guess.. so yeah.. he was all no wonder your all  like that @ home n` shit... you like freakin locc your self in your room n` don`t come out that much n` i`m all i guess i go out sometimes... n` he`s all yeah SOMETIMES.. n` yeah then him n` my bro were playing MONOPOLY n` yeah i was the BANKER! n` like before we played i got a call from ANDREW! haha that gay ass was all this is laurence! i met you @ the mall last week haha that dumbass i didn`t even go to the mall last week n` yeah i guess he was bored cuz of ALL people he called me haha.. homie wasn`t out cuz he still on probation so he got a curfew.. n` yeah talked for awhile.. then that was it...well that was my day so yeah i`m done with this shit.. peaCe....chelle | | |
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