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Tuesday, December 02, 2003

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 05:55:37 GMT

Sunday, November 30, 2003

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 21:46:21 GMT

¬ mood_ i`m good...thank you to my ATEH GAIL!
¬ time_2:o8 p.m
¬ reality checc_ life has its up n` downs n` when your life is GOOD take advantage of that n`make it GREAT

MY 4 DAY WEEKEND:

oh man my weekend was hella tight like WHOA! haha man none of yall can beat my weekend lol... well wednesday regular day @ school ya know then i had to walk to the gas station so i walked with JOSH n` i made him WALK slower then he usually does! haha cuz my parents were there yet... so i don`t wanna walk fast... haha it was funny man! JOSH your a DORK lol... then we waited there n` then finally my parents got there then josh left... ((THANX JOSH FOR WALKIN N` WAITING WITH ME)) well yeah.. then we left to go to MONTEREY! man long ass motherfuccin drive! shit... freaking 9 hours in a car... n` i had to keep changing the stations cuz yeah.. they kept getting static or whatever... so i just popped in a CD n` it was some old songs i haven`t heard in a while... n` yeah.. but i fell asleep in the car for about a couple hours then woke up then slept for a couple more hours then by the time i woke up we were there! we got there @ freakin 2 in the morning shit! hahaha then i just got knocced out on the couch cuz i was still tired so i slept... then woke up... got dressed n` everything then my n` my dad went biking along the beach... n` we went to fisherman`s wharf! man i knew i should of brought a fuccin jaccet i was FREEZING my fuccin ASS off! then we went to fisherman`s wharf got some free samples of clam chowder hahaha... yup.. then biked all the way bacc to the house! man the HILLS really got us! we were all fucc it n` pushed our bikes instead my thighs were hurting like WHOA! shit... lol... then we got bacc n` my ateh gail was there! then we were just waiting for the rest of the family to come n` there were like 2 more cars coming! then they finally came n` lots of hugs n` kisses... yup yup... haha... n` everyone wanted to see the BABY! yup... i was just with my cuzzins... man we had hella fun shit! then we started cookin since it was thanksgiving... getttin ready had lots of food.. i made the mac n` cheese n` my ateh debbie made the stuffin n` my ateh gail made the mashed potatoes n` on the first instructions she MESSED UP hahaha man that was funny... she added milk when she wasn`t supposed to yet... then we all gather around the table held hands n` said our prayers then riight when we said AMEN let go of hands n` GRUB hahahahaha that was funny... then we ate talked shit like that.. then after that.. me, my ateh gail, kuya brian n` kuya patrick went to bloccbuster to go n` rent some movies n` stuff.... n` we rented a game TRUE CRIME n` 2 movies IDENTITY n` X-MEN 2 n` we bought a new controller for the PS2... then we got bacc home n` watched IDENTITY first! man the movie is SCARY n` @ the end its SUSPENCEFUL! man that kid! hahah... i was scared i was holding on my kuya brent... i was coverin my eyes but still peeking haha... yup... man... thats a freaky movie...then after that i went upstairs in the attic to see what the boys were doin n` i was watchin them play PS2... then i went bacc downstairs n` went to sleep it was like 2 or somethin i deno... then like @ freakin 8 in morning my auntie was trying to wake up everyone she was LOUD she was LAUGHIN like crazy! hahaha man.. i deno what the hell she was laughing about cuz i just went bacc to sleep... then i woke up n` i took a shower ate n` everything.. got ready to go out!...then when we were all ready my auntie delle n` them went to frisco... n` then me my ateh gail, kuya brent, kuya brian, n` kuya patrick went somewhere else to san jose first... to the mall VALLEY fair... n` went to this one store cuz my kuya brian was buying something for his GIRLFRIEND in jacksonville.. aww how sweet na maan lol.. he bought her a sweater... n` he bought one too.. aww matchin! lol... then we bought some BOBA! that was some pretty good boba! n` before we bought some we were trying all the samples first hahaha! n` i bought what i usually buy which is STRAWBERRY! mmmmm good.. yup... then we walked around some more... store there n` a store here.. we went to GAP OH man i saw a lot of FINE guys up in there! shit.. lol... then we left cuz we were gonna go n` eat @ this korean place.. we got there n` started GRUBBIN asap.. lol... some pretty good food then we all went to 99 cent ranch market of whatever n` we were lookin for the boba kit... then my kuya brian n` kuya patrick freakin bought 3 boba kits! haha man.. 1 for my kuya brian n` 1 for his girl n` 1 for my kuya patrick.. that was a lot of boba kits.. n` my kuya brian kept imitating this one person hahah cuz when he said seaweed it sounded funny hahah that was hilarious... n` then my kuya brian bought some boba! haha @ some store.. man that day was just BOBALICIOUS! lol... then we went our seperate ways we went to frisco... we went to union square cuz my ateh gails boyfriend was there... we went in macy`s that is one big macy`s shit! hahaha... then we walked around went to different stores still tryna find my ateh gails bf then finally he met up with us @ this record store... n` yeah he stayed with us for awhile... then he left n` we went bacc to the car n` headed for china town! haha we parked next to show girls... then we walked around.. went into this store freakin dildo`s n` porn everywhere hahah.. then we left went to this peep show place or whatever hahah my ateh gail just walked straight in that was funny.. then we were tryna find a place to eat some DIM SUM n` my kuya brian just saw some place walked in n` said 5 people n` sat down man that restaurant was so GAY! BAD service just cuz we were kids or whatever.. we weren`t that young man the oldest was 23... shit.. haha...n` the food wasn`t all that great either! we only left a dollar tip haha... then we walked out n` we saw all these other places that had better dim sum n` we were all we should put a sign DON`T EAT @ GOLDEN PALACE! lol.. it was funny... then walked around some more.. then we took the freaking trolley thingy it was 3 buccs a person... then we took it all the way down n` it was only 1 way! hahaha... n` so we got to the bottom we had to WALK OUR ASSES ALL THE WAY BACC UP THAT FUCCIN HILL! n` my ateh gail made the mistake n` freakin wore heels hahaha... then we were trekkin like crazy... lol.. it was cold n` everything... we were walkin n` my ateh gail was holding on to me n` she like slipped but i held on to her so she didn`t fall on her ass hahaha.. that was comedy riight there.. but yeah finally when we got there we freaking got in the car n` left.. n` it was funny cuz everytime someone honked my kuya brian would honk bacc lol it was funny.. n` there was this one parkin lot that was hella high n` goin up it just went round n` round n` like the colors changed n` we parked hella high n` when we were goin down i was gettin dizzy so was my ateh gail hahah man we were all whoaaaaa whoaaaa whoaaaa.. lol.. that was funny.. then when it was over whooaa got kinda dizzy there.. then we left frisco n` went bacc home... got tired so i went to sleep.. n` i was using my kuya patrick`s jaccet as my blanket cuz i was cold even tho i had a jaccet... his jaccet was warm.. ^.^ then when we got home it was only like 1o:3o p.m n` like my kuya brian n` kuya patrick wanted to go out they were gonna go play pool but there was an age limit n` my kuya brian is only 2o hahah.. they were lookin in the phone book callin up places.. everything was 21 n` up.. like the clubs, pool places, strip clubs.. haha it was funny my kuya brian was all MOM why couldn`t i been born 1 year earlier this is all your fault! hahah that was funny so they didn`t go out... n` like he was all imma just get drunk haha! so took some bacardi n` some beer n` took a shot.. that shit is nasty! lol.. it smelled bad too..lol..then we went upstairs n` he was lying down on the aero bed talkin on the phone with his girl n` so i laid down there too cuz my dad kicced me out of my couch where i sleep hahah! so i decided to sleep up in the attic with my kuya`s... n` like i went downstairs for 5 minutes come bacc up stairs i see that my kuya brian is pumpin the aero bed so i`m all okay then he doesn`t even know how to close it bacc! hahahahhaha then like we kept pumping it n` he got some tape n` everything... n` like he freaking taped that shit up n` we thought it was all good we lied down on the aero bed n` air started coming out! hahaha.. n` then we had to take off the tape n` pump it up somemore the gerald freaking taped it all up... n` we were all okay thats good.. n` on the aero bed for right to left was kuya brian me kuya brent n` gerald we were all lying down on there n` the bed was kinda losing some air but we were all fucc it we`re tired lets just forget it... n` so we slept dayeemm my kuya brian n` kuya brent are some loud snorers! hahahah i was in the middle too but whatever i went to sleep still.. n` the next morning when we woke up that bed was GONE haha it was flat we were already on the floor hahah.. shit... then we got ready n` everything went to fisherman`s wharf with my ateh gail dad kuya brent n` gerald n` we got some free samples of clam chowder... then we went bacc home then me my ateh gail kuya brian n` kuya patrick went to fishermans wharf again n` got some more samples of clam chowder then we left n` went to salina`s to go to the mall there.. got there looked around for awhile then had to go bacc home cuz we were leaving... n` yeah... got bacc home didn`t leave till like an hour later! haha then said bye to everyone pictures more hugs n` kisses n` i got some money from my uncle paul for no reason! hahahhaha n` he gave my lil bro 20 dollars cuz it was his bday tomorrow n` i got 40 hahahha for no reason! woot woot! yup now i got 80 dollars total so far... well yeah didn`t get home till like 11 @ night but we stayed @ my auntie delle`s house i got knocced out on the couch! haha shit.. n` yeah no i`m home.. there`s more shit that happened but i can`t type it all cuz i`m about to go to the mall so i`m out peaCe...

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 00:45:23 GMT

¬ mood_ whatever man...
¬ time_5:11p.m
¬ reality checc_i will forever love you, i will forever care, i will forever live my life wishin you were there n` as for long as i live i will never walk away as long as you promise me one thing... if you come to me... you will stay...

well don`t really wanna write about my day cuz yeah i deno just don`t feel like it i guess... so imma just put in quotes n` poems in here cuz yeah.. i just felt like puttin somethin in here...well tomorrow i`m leaving riight after school i`m OUTTA here! peaCe just like that ::snap:: well yeah whatever don`t matter.. aight enjoy reading all this stuff.. i got some of the quotes from this one persons xanga so yeah...enjoy..

¬THINK ABOUT THIS_

have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

we tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don`t know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us, but everytime we tell a lie. the thing we fear grows stronger.

what would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say goodbye?
what would you do if everytime you wanted someone they would never be there?
what would you do if someone you loved died tomorrow n` you never got to tell them how you felt?
what would you do if you loved someone more than anything n` you couldn`t have them?

a life without love is no life @ all

you never stop loving someone, you just learn to live without them

¬ I`VE LEARNED_

no man is worth you tears n` the one that is won`t let you cry

i thought you were different but now i know i was wrong

i thought i had something that meant the world to me but now i know i haven`t... what means the world to you one day will mean nothing the next... all the pain n` sorrow isn`t worth the time..there`s no turnin bacc whats done is done..

everyday i look bacc n` try to think of what went wrong n` why things happened the way it did...but the reasons aren`t important any lonver because it has all come to an END

love can heal the deepest wounds, but it can also create them

knowing you love someone is easy saying it out loud is the hardest part!

don`t make promises you can`t keep

everybody can`t be everything for you
everybody smiling in your face ain`t always happy for you
everybody giving kisses n` hugs don`t really care about you
so be careful what the people around you do or say
some of them are true but others are fake
behind your bacc they`ll hate

nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them

¬ POEMS_

what ya`ll want?unconditional love..no doubt..talkin about the stuff that don`t wear off...it don`t fade...it`ll last for all these crazy days...these crazy nights...whether you wrong or right... imma still love you...still feel you... still be there for you... no matter what...you will always be in my heart... with unconditional love...

all i want is to love you for the rest of my life...
to wake up every morning with you by my side
knowing that no matter what happens
i`ll be able to come home to your loving arms
all i want is to share everything with you...
to talk to you about our ideas, our dreams
the little everyday things that make us laught
n` the not so little things that we can`t help worrying about...
all i want is to give you my love...
as a place you can always come to for
acceptance or the simple comfort that
silent brings, when things are left unspoken
can still be understood...
all i want is to grow old with you...
to watch our life unfold, our dreams,
one by one, come true...
all i want is to love you forever...

well thats all... will be posted up soon so be patient... i`m out wayyy OUT peaCe

Tuesday, November 25, 2003

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 01:06:11 GMT

¬ mood_ bad... not good... sad... lonely... heartache... shit like that you get the idea...
¬ time_ 6:o3 p.m
¬ reality checc_ "don`t cry for me i am already dead..."

well i don`t really feel like writing imma just have a question of the day.. since i haven`t had one in quite awhile... imma make a private entry MAYBE so yeah ...

QUESTION: how do you know if your in love?

Saturday, November 22, 2003

Sat, 22 Nov 2003 04:07:05 GMT

¬ mood_ whatever man...
¬ time_ 8:44 p.m
¬ reality checc_ one person can make a BIG difference in your LIFE...

NOVEMBER 21,2003

dnngg i`m gettin behind in this.. i write in here all late n` shit.. well whatever man... uMm... went to school today got a ride from tina... n` we also picced up ray... got to school yeah... 1st period yeah notes... 2nd period i forgot ... 3rd period played raquetball! yay yay we won! 4th period watched toy story in SPANISH n` then we had a fire drill n` went to the PEP rally! yay yay! my first one hahaha... yup.. it was aight... me n` tina stood up n` like no one else around us was standing up haha it was funny! n` they kept playing the freakin MILKSHAKE song n` that WHOLE day that song was fuccin STUCC in my head man! shiznit! so i was singing it the whole day! "my milkshake brings all the boys to yard n` damn right its better than yours, n` damn right its better than yours.." yup man... then after that walked bacc to class n` got our stuff n` went to go eat lunch.. bought some food.. n` yeahh.. 5th period was weird haha.. me n` kathy were spinning around the chairs so much n` when we stopped after like 10 minutes i was all WHOOOAAA! my head kinda felt weird n` my tummy was all BLEH i kinda felt like throwing up!man.. then 6th period took some notes then played cards... afterschool waited for chrisette so we could go to the snacc bar cuz we were working there for key club.. n` yeah.. chrisette was on the other side n` i was with the guys haha.. yup... n` me n` toan were doin the NACHOS! yeah man... we got very CHEESY lol.. n` like i went out n` i shared my free PIZZA with phillip! YOUR welcome man hahaha... then like i was standing n` freakin kristian was in front of me n` he was talkin about porn stars n` i was all AVENA lee looks like CHRISETTE n` he was all WHOA she knows who avena lee is! n` i was all uh yeahhh... n` he stood up n` he was all hi i`m kristian n` he stook his hand out n` i`m all i`m MICHELLE n` i shook his hand n` he was puttin it closer to his lips n` he like freaking scammed with my hand n` i was all ewwwww noo no no! hahahah omg nasty man... i thought he was just gonna kiss it but he just like put his tongue on it... so i had to go WASH my hands! haha yeah... then went bacc to the snacc bar n` worked there for awhile n` we freakin LOST 14 - 33 yup.. how gay man... then when it was over i couldn`t get a ride from katrina so i got a ride from chrisette n` we were kinda squished in the bacc cuz her older bro was in the front n` it was me, chrisette, jeff, n` ej were in the bacc n` yeah.. we were just talkin messin with cell phones n` shit.. yup... n` we dropped off the fellaz @ the base cuz they were gonna work out n` play bball n` shit... then chrisettes dad dropped me off home then i got home n` my kuya jr n` kuya brian were here... n` like my kuya brian n` i were TALKIN yup.... i was asking him about his GIRLFRIENDS n` shit... he has 2 girlfriends! wth hahaha... n` he was all do you have a BOYFRIEND? n` i was all NO... v_v n` he was all GOOD! don`t trust guys! there just gonna HURT you! n` i`m all yeah i KNOW! v_v n` he was all how do you know? n` so i started talkin about it.. n` yeah he was all dnggg... what a BITCH! n` i`m all yeah i guess.. so yeah.. he was all no wonder your all like that @ home n` shit... you like freakin locc your self in your room n` don`t come out that much n` i`m all i guess i go out sometimes... n` he`s all yeah SOMETIMES.. n` yeah then him n` my bro were playing MONOPOLY n` yeah i was the BANKER! n` like before we played i got a call from ANDREW! haha that gay ass was all this is laurence! i met you @ the mall last week haha that dumbass i didn`t even go to the mall last week n` yeah i guess he was bored cuz of ALL people he called me haha.. homie wasn`t out cuz he still on probation so he got a curfew.. n` yeah talked for awhile.. then that was it...well that was my day so yeah i`m done with this shit.. peaCe....chelle

Friday, November 21, 2003

Fri, 21 Nov 2003 04:34:49 GMT

¬ mood_ i`m pretty good today... but still OKAY in the inside...
¬ time_ 8:56 p.m
¬ reality checc_ when you find the person you`re goin to marry, you`ll know. you won`t say, i found him, but `we found eachother`

NOVEMBER 20, 2003

wow man today was a good day! for the first time all month! hahahah man thats great! lol... well today @ school was fun... yeah... then afterschool tina rode my bus n` she was sitting next to me n` i had all these coins in my hand n` i didn`t know where to put em so i had my so called EMPTY retainer case... n` i thought i LOST my retainers n` so i opened it n` POOF my retainers fell on my hands! n` i was all OMG! n` tina was all what? n` i was all i FOUND my retainers! it was in the CASE the WHOLE time! OMG i felt so STUPID hahaha man then... went to my house chilled there for awhile then her brother picced us up n` we went to her house... chilled there for awhile.. n` then her mom n` lola were gonna go to WAL-MART n` i wanted to go too so did she so we got ready n` we ate first before we left.. then finally we left.. we got to WAL-MART n` we immediately split up... then we walked around went to the toy section! haha man it was fun... we were pressing the dolls that made noise we pressed basically all of em n` it was all making noises.. n` i saw a cowboy hat n` i was wearing it for awhile then i saw a BIG PINK CAREBEAR! n` i was holding that... then we were playing with the piano`s n` guitars n` all this stuff it was so funny man! then we tried on these slippers hahahhahahaha omg it was so funny.. then we went to the BRA section hahahahahahha that was HILARIOUS! then we went to the make-up section lookin for lip gloss n` stuff n` we jacced 2 LIP GLOSSES... yup! hahaha we jacced em.. believe it or not.. man i did not wanna pay for it cuz i was BROKE hahaha shit.. then tina heard her name on the little intercom thingy it was all "KRISTINA CACHA YOUR PARTY IS WAITING FOR YOU @ THE FRONT" hahaha man... then we left... n` we went to party city then we went to ross.. then her mom was all wanna go the mall? n` we were all HELL yeah hahaha.. so we went to the mall n` we went in tilt then cyber zone n` walked around the mall went to shoe stores... n` hollister... yup.. then walked around some more.. the freakin PICTURE thingy was broken! man.. but yeah...then we were about to go into one of the shoe stores n` this girl walks out n` she`s all HEY... n` i looked n` i`m all HI n` she was all did you go out with jericho? n` i was all um yeahh... n` she was saying how she goes to RDR or something n` that she was one of the enticing laydeez n` yeahh... i was all OHHh her name was brittany aka baby blood... yup yup... wow i met someone new hahaha n` she was all yeah EVERYONE knows you! man thats CRAZY hahaha i feel famous hahahaha weird... but yeah... then we saw these guys or whatever n` this one guy was passing by us n` made this weird ass noise hahah can`t do it but yeah.. then we met up with tina`s mom n` lola n` we left to go to CONFIRMATION we got there n` we were just standing there then i look n` i see a group of guys n` i was all tina weren`t they the guys from the mall? hahaha n` they were we were all whoa! hahah STALKERS man lol then the bell rings n` we go to class did our opening prayer n` we have to hold hands n` the T.A was next to me MAN his hands were cold i was all DAYEM man your hands are COLD n` he`s all yeah i know then when we got done he was all NOW my hands are warm cuz your hands were warm n` i`m all but there still a little cold haha.. yup... then we went into the hall cuz father ron was talkin about SEXUALITY yup... about sex n` stuff... n` yeah it was so funny cuz during the end of the talk... chrisette was sittin next to me n` her phone started vibrating hahahahah it felt funny cuz her phone was like right next to me n` stuff... n` i was all WHOA sounds like a vibrator! lol man..it rang so many fuccin times! shit... her MOTHER was callin... yup... then when it was over got a ride from tina as always n` she didn`t leave me this time! haha yeah n` her mom dropped me off... yup that was my GOOD day! yay yay! heheh well i`m done with this shit! sorry people NO QUESTION OF THE DAY today n` prolly TOMORROW also so yeah... well i`m out peaCe..chelle

Thursday, November 20, 2003

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 00:23:06 GMT

¬ mood_ i`m okay i guess...
¬ time_ 5:o8 p.m
¬ reality checc_ take time to love him/her or someone else will.

well today was an okay day... 1st period.. notes... 2nd period.. umm yeah i forgot haha... 3rd period took a test i missed 1 n` i was first to finish then me n` kay n` chrisette were playing raquetball for fun then jeff came n` so chrisette was out of the game so me n` kay were playing haha man it was funny we were making noises like them girls in tennis haha it was so funny! we were all UGH! lol.. 4th period got our chapter exam bacc woot woot i got an A+ oh yeah haha the only A+ also haha... lunch... went to the key club meetin yup.. 5th period just talked.. froilan was absent today so me n` kathy n` matt were talkin about whatever... 6th period took a test i think i did good.. n` yeah... afterschool.. haha nice talk with martin lol.. yup.. can`t tell you what we talked about cuz its a SECRET lol.. yeah... now i`m home being hella bored.. kinda fell asleep for like 30 minutes till i got interrupted by a phone call it was katelyn from key club.. imma be helping out in the SNACC bar on friday yay! hahaha so excited man.. lol... well nuttin more to say so here`s the QUESTION of the day for everyone haha...

QUESTION: have you ever been in love?

mzez m a h a l: yes and i am now with the wonderful Darryl Valdez Mercado

i GoTsHoT BYJoe: yes

xXOMG iSh cRiSXx: once

PiNaY2SeXiE3: yepz!

Flip l M0de: almost there with chrisette

LaoRiceBoi4lyfe: haha right now

iLLieSt CuLtUrE: yah

FTKboy: yea then she broke my heart

locCoutcUhz: yah

bAybEeHbRoWneYez: nOpe... mayb tomorrow! HAH =) OH OH OH cheLLe im iN lOve w/ u!

d DEE n ANA: sorta

D aY uM tHiS bOi: i am now

AzN ILLUz 10Nz: yeah

LiLpLaYa pLaYeR: yes

No TeC nAr RoT: yeh wif ashley

ig0tzrice: nope

LiLMz DoRkEtTe03: yep yep

iLLUSiVE L0VE: yes.

dAyEmHuBeDatBoY: yea

AzNJeLLyBeaN619: i thought i was

mrsonicsays H I: i dont really know

oHSnAPiTZaLYsSA: nope...

EnxTicingxPixNay: HeLl YEAH!

r i c k e e x: YEA

wow man basically everyone has been in love wow thats amazin haha.. love is good n` bad ... but you can`t live without it ... well LEAVE A COMMENT n` tell me if you have been in love or are in love riight now aight take care peaCe..

¬ EDIT

a SPECIAL convo with keshia! hehe

EnxTicingxPixNay: haah cause im special like that
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: yes you are
EnxTicingxPixNay: and proud i was in love
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: lol
EnxTicingxPixNay: LOL
EnxTicingxPixNay: no im not your specialer
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: hahaha
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: nahhh your special then the specialer peoples
EnxTicingxPixNay: hmm...your more special then all the specialER people but together cause your speciallerr err
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: lol
EnxTicingxPixNay: i mean put**!
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: your more specialer cuz your very special cuz the special people are not as special as you are cuz your specialererereeerer
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: what the hell did i say
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: hahahah
EnxTicingxPixNay: hahahahah!!!!!!
EnxTicingxPixNay: wow that makes sense!
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: haha really?
EnxTicingxPixNay: yeah!!
EnxTicingxPixNay: i understood it
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: lol
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: wow cuz your SPECIAL you can understand SPECIAL language
EnxTicingxPixNay: but nah your like timez infinite special then that!
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: hahaha
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: your special timez infinite plus 2
EnxTicingxPixNay: your special cause you wrote that special thing and not that many people have that talent so your special ER ER ER ER ER!!!!!!!!!!
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: lol
EnxTicingxPixNay: timez infinite
EnxTicingxPixNay: hahaha
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: your SPECIAL ER ER ER ER ER ER ER ER ER timez infinite plus 2 n` your SPECIAL cuz i said so n` when i say you are then YOU are haha
EnxTicingxPixNay: ay nako...were both special cause we have each otha
EnxTicingxPixNay: haha
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: hahah yeah man
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: ^.^
EnxTicingxPixNay: 2 special people = VERYYYY SPECIAL!!!

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

Wed, 19 Nov 2003 00:14:50 GMT

¬ mood_ i`m okay...i guess
¬ time_ 4:57 p.m
¬ reality checc_ it is so hard to live alone, its hard to choose someone you love, but the hardest part of loving is to admit that you have fallen in love with someone you didn`t mean to love from the start.

well today was an okay day... i had freakin 3 test... for advanced chem, advanced english, n` spanish... i think i did okay on the chemistry one n` pretty good on the spanish test.. but the english test AHHH! haha.. but yeah n` tomorrow i got 2 more test for p.e n` math...well anwayz... p.e we played raquetball.. we won our first game but lost the second one! dayeemm those guys! hahaha shiznit! we`ll beat them one day... haha just wait... lunch... yeahh just ate a lil... n` chilled with the freshies haha i wanted to get away from the COUPLES haha man.. i was all standing there inbetween them n` they were all cuddling n` shit n` i was all hmm.. okay... hahhaha.. yup.. man i was like the freakin 5th wheel man... how gay.. but yeah... graphic arts just talked haha yup.. we were talkin about boogers! lol... funny man... 6th period yeah stuff... n` played pisoy dos n` i win! hahaha... afterschool different bus driver today! yeahh man.. then walked home... slowly but yeahh.. i walked... now i just made a new BANNER hope you guys like haha i got bored so i decided to make a new one... well umm.. yeahh.. don`t know what else to say so yeah.. i`m out peace...

¬ feelings_

wow i haven`t wrote about my feelings in awhile... hMm... well.. what are my feelings.. but seriously i don`t really know.. yes i know who i like but yeahh.. iono.. haha... i wonder how HE feels... but yeah.. uMm.. been kinda blehh these few days... i really wanna see him! man i could of on saturday but plans got RUINED! shit.. PARENTS freakin trippin! shit!!! arggg... but yeah i deno when`s the next time imma see him?... grrness.. well yeah no more of this.. i`m out late..

¬ QUESTION_ have you ever had a long distance relationship?

mzez m a h a l: no but i love darryl ;D

bAybEeHbRoWneYez: nOpe never in my life

Flip l M0de: nah

Shy Pnoi Baller: yeh...

xX PiMp BRi 69Xx: YES haha i am in one now...I LOVE DWAUNE

xXFLIP Styl3ZXx: ya

Lilomienboiz5317: naw

AzNJeLLyBeaN619: nope

LaoRiceBoi4lyfe: nope

dAnUmBa1PnOi: nah

oohdamnhomie: yeah

FTKboy: yea it was FUN!!!

SiMPLYxKATHY: nope.

eJmo x 88: yes

XxTruVietThugxX: yeahhh

ig0tzrice: yes

LiLMz DoRkEtTe03: yup yup..many times...

LEAVE a COMMENT n` tell me if you ever had a long distance relationship aight peaCe..

alwayz n` forever...chelle

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

Tue, 18 Nov 2003 01:48:51 GMT

¬ mood_ ehhhh...
¬ time_ 6:o7 p.m
¬ reality checc_ i don`t want to live a life if i can`t have you

blehhh today was ehhh okay i guess... 2nd period did my presentation... 3rd period we lost both of our games! i was CUSSIN like MAD crazy! shit... fucc... n` i fell n` almost got hit by the raquetball! 4th period i don`t really remember... lunch i ate a little... 5th period just talked with kathy n` froilan about anything... 6th period.. did work... helped andrew with his classwork n` had a GANGSTA talk haha... afterschool talked with the guys in our bus... martin, ronnie, michael, laurence, n` pedro.. yeah man...well nuttin more to say so yeah imma end this with my question of they day aight peaCe...

QUESTION: are you SINGLE or TAKEN?

iNeEdAMaTRiaRCh: singlers

i GoTsHoT BYJoe: single

GuamaniAn StyLe: single

Shy Pnoi Baller: single

bAybEeHbRoWneYez: dOode i'm single

DUMDIGGITY: i'm taken!!!!!

LISA bo BISA wa: taken.

x0n3swt PnAY x: taken

SiMPLYxKATHY: taken

xX PiMp BRi 69Xx: SINGLE....

x iSh jUs Luv x: single

EnxTicingxPixNay: taken

xXFLIP Styl3ZXx: taken

locCoutcUhz: SINGLE

TiDaL AiR 2g2: single..

dAyEmHuBeDatBoY: single

azn889188: singo

FTKboy: single

iSH CAmAY: taken ma`am

PnoYpIMpStatuS: single

naME am i: single

D aY uM tHiS bOi: im takenn

XxTruVietThugxX: single

iLLUSiVE L0VE: single

mAr dReE: single

DiZBbOi626: single

D0UBTFuLxRE4LiTY: single

xXOMG iSh cRiSXx: sorrie..im taken

LaoRiceBoi4lyfe: im taken

ig0tzrice: single

iMaShOrTkAkE619: taken duh

uhoh jomel: single

Laug HA bLeLina: taken by tadaaaa

hoyehsJENNILYN:i0m sinqle.. bHut dEv0ted tA hUNNi SAm..

aZn iNtEg RaCeR: im single

WenMonkeysAttack: TAkened.

oOLovelyDreamzO single

StephLuvsJustin2: im taken

oohdamnhomie: single

dorko is sleepin: i am sinqle

LiLMz DoRkEtTe03: taken

AzNJeLLyBeaN619: siingle

dAnUmBa1PnOi: single

oHSnAPiTZaLYsSA: single

yup more to be added soon maybe...well for me i`m SINGLE sad huh? yup... well LEAVE A COMMENT n` tell me if your single or taken.. aight peace.. cHELLe

Sunday, November 16, 2003

Sun, 16 Nov 2003 19:24:33 GMT

¬ mood_ i`m okay
¬ time_ 11:53 a.m
¬ reality checc_ real love stories never have endings.

man nuttin to write about i`m bored so i asked all these people a random question so read... n` leave some comments if you have an answer for the question also...

QUESTION: what does it mean to be whipped over someone?

XxTruVietThugxX: to get them in check like u control them can make them do anything u want

DiZBbOi626: somebody whipped u across someone

dorko is sleepin: i dont noe?

mzez m a h a l: i dont know

fReAkuAsHmoLe: u like dat person a lot i guess or it could be da opposite like u like da person so much

a K a T i N a Aa: it sounds like being sprung over someone

mahal X kita 06: ehm....i dunno?

ohdanghomie: haha i have no clue

AzNbLoOHbOy: iunno

O aKaPASTtense 6: chained controlled u listen to wut they say dont do this then u dont

WoN T o n jOhn88: bein whiipped is like..you'll do anything for that person like, if a guy were to tell you ta go and get him somethin ta eat..yeah, you would OR someone thats alwyz on your mind cant stop thinkin bout

uhoh abi: hehe iernoos

LiLPiNoYBaLLa916: sprung

xXPimP bRi 69Xx: well like if ya'll had sex then u dick whipped i guess like u SPRUNG off dem

lEtHaLaZnBoI3: some1 goin 2 kick some1 ass or some1 goin 2 sprey whipp cream allll ova some1

xXFLIP Styl3ZXx: i dunno

PinOyILLuSiON915: i think 2 like sum1 alot dat person got u doin things u wudnt ussually do or sumtin

xdrag0nXpr1nc3x: i dunno

BballaNmSjH17: ionno

Young n pnoI: lol. iono.

x iSh jUs Luv x: i have no clue

ig0tzrice: do whatever the person they like wants em to? ieno

Laug HA bLeLina: hmmm...the person has control over u iono something like that hmmmm..whipped--that person has u

iSH CAmAY: sprung

dAnUmBa1PnOi: you sprung

lilaznballerz23: being whipped over someone is when someone likes this person alot and no matter what they will still like that someone....its not a bad...

UnJoCKabLePnY: they got you on ckheck

dAyEmHuBeDatBoY: same thing as sprung ovr sum1?

locCoutcUhz: u stuck on them like u cant stop thinken of them like wat they doin and stuff

PnoYpIMpStatuS: i think it meanz krazzy

uKEEpmECAffeiNED: like they have alot of controll over yooh and you listen to them

iLLUSiVE L0VE: like if they tell you to do somethin you would do it in a second

xXOMG iSh cRiSXx: dey almost d same... but bein whipped ish wen u do nethin fer her en bein sprung ish juss bein shy en lykin dem a lot...so yea

FTKboy: like if your whipped.. its like if your bf tells you do something you do it..something like that

No TeC nAr RoT: sum1 controls u

X xA r D e Lx X: its like bein sumwhuns b*tch u kno...haha fer guys das like being pussy whipped

Flip l M0de: sprung kinda ur like their bitch you'll do anything and stuff

hahaha for some reason MOSTLY guys know what being WHIPPED means hahah what does that mean? lol... more may be added well i`m out peaCe... cHeLLe

random convo with jeff:

Flip l M0de: u going out with him yet?
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: nah
Flip l M0de: whack y not?
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: iono?
Flip l M0de: haha u guys are lovers though
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: hahaha what you mean?
Flip l M0de: u guys lover each other
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: lover eachother hahahahha
Flip l M0de: oops LOVE!
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: we lover eachother
Flip l M0de: sharsH!
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: thats funny
Flip l M0de: hahaha
Flip l M0de: u LOVE each OTHER
Flip l M0de: thererere
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: hahahah oh
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: how do you know that?
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: what makes you think we lover eachother ? hehehe
Flip l M0de: hahaha u know its true
Flip l M0de: u jus like the fact u guys are loverse
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: i like it?
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: i`m asking you what makes you THINK we love eachother?
Flip l M0de: yes u do
Flip l M0de: iono
Flip l M0de: i know u love him
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: how do you know i love him n` how do you know he loves me?
Flip l M0de: iono
Flip l M0de: but u like him
Flip l M0de: u love him
Flip l M0de: admit it!!!!!1
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: you THINK we love eachother
Flip l M0de: hahaha seeee its obvious
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: but you don`t know
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: no not really
Flip l M0de: yesssss really
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: how?
Flip l M0de: iono im guessing
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: haha exactly you don`t know
h0tNsExSiPnAy4u: i win end of subject